February 2013 archive

I didn’t think I could do it again…

I’ve been around babies since Zack died.  I’ve seen them, they’ve come to my house and I’ve even attended baby showers.All of those situations have been very hard for me.The truth is that I have had such a difficult time with anything baby since Zack’s been gone.  Not only because I’ve lost a child, but […] Read more…

It’s not right, but it’s okay

Yesterday, at a lunch with my contact at the York Central (Mackenzie Health) Foundation, I heard sad news of their plans to move the pediatric unit, only months after we celebrated the recognition and not even 6 months after the rooms were all painted. It turns out that with more babies being born at our […] Read more…

It was time to make the change

Zack’s room was the place where he and I would rock the night away.  The place where I tried to get a few minutes of sleep between humming the Elmo song, during his 2am episodes.It’s the place where he would sit in his bouncing chair and get his meds and his gtube feed each night […] Read more…

Yes, I Forgot to be the Tooth Fairy

Mommy fails.  We’ve all been there, but it really doesn’t make it feel any better when you forget something important to your kids! The other morning, Ty pulled out his own tooth!  He put it in his “Pirate Pete” tooth pillow and we went on about our day.  The “tooth” (pun intended) was that we all […] Read more…